Today has been very productive. And lately I have felt those days are very few and far between. I'm not sure if everyone feels like this at times, but there are days when I feel like an absolute terrible mommy to that precious little boy God gave me. Then I have days like today and feel, at least, a little better about myself.
With Caden's birthday quickly approaching, I have been very busy trying to get everything
perfect, um, I mean ready. (He does only turns 1 once!!) I have also had to work more lately due to being extra busy and being short handed. This hasn't left me with any spare time. And to add to the busyness and stress I have been feeling, Caden is sick. Again. This time though, we aren't sure what is wrong yet.
We spent yesterday afternoon at the doctor and she had to run some cultures so we'll have a diagnosis soon, but in the meantime I am trying to help my little guy feel better. His poor tummy has been hurting him so bad and within 10-15 minutes of eating it is coming straight out, if you know what I mean. And this mommy has a pretty weak stomach. I can handle needles in eyes all day long but when it comes to poop, I am almost a goner. Especially chunky, with his food partially whole!! I have changed many diapers lately gagging my way through! And you can only imagine what it was like trying to scoop some into a cup to take to his doctor!! Needless to say, this mommy didn't eat dinner last night!
But I absolutely love Caden's doctor and nurses. They are so so so good with him. She explains things so well and even gave me her cell phone number if I have any questions. She very patiently explained to me yesterday that most likely, due to all of the antibiotics he has been on since January for RSV and then multiple ear infections, that it just wiped out all of the good bacteria in his tummy so now everything upsets his tummy. Praise Jesus he loves Pedialyte! Once we get culture results back we will be on the road to recovery but until then I can only treat symptoms. But thank goodness he isn't contagious!!
Also, Caden has been sleeping through the night consistently for 6 weeks but last night I had to wake him up during the night to change his diaper due to a nasty diaper rash. I couldn't believe I was waking my sleeping baby!!! I am praying he doesn't get back into that routine! This morning my poor guy felt absolutely rotten. And I had a looooooong list of things to get done. But we spent the morning cuddling and rocking and playing for a few minutes every now and then. Once I got him down for his nap I took off. I have successfully washed and changed 3 sets of sheets, done 5 loads of laundry, cleaned bathrooms, kitchen, organized our guest room, and dusted the entire house. I feel like super mom for sure!! And since he's still sleeping I found the time to update my blog.
Finally, last night Caden found one of his birthday presents and decided he'd play with it!! He doesn't care if it is still in the box or not! I sure am in love with this little boy and his chubby little rolls!